December 08, 2005
Did You See Me When I Melted Down?
We went out tonight. To a bar. Its been like 5 months since i've done something as silly as hang around at a bar. I am SO sick of sitting in my house though..Time to drown in the holiday social!
Tomorrow morning Anthony and I drive up to San Francisco for the Limpwrist show. On paper , a 32 year old man with a beard taking a hairless 18 year old boy to a gay hardcore show sounds pretty creepy!
My friends rallied around me for a minute tonight and told me it was time to stop feeling bad. They are sick of it. My Mom is sending me self help books in the mail. Ah well , i'm with them. I want more.
More than to sit around worrying about something that isn't there. Wondering and worrying! Enough!!
Posted by Cali at December 8, 2005 09:32 AMComments