i wish god were alive to see this

I Show You The Door.

I am somewhere new and I have no idea how to navigate through it. I am cracked. I feel like I am going to throw up and I feel desperate. You have no idea. You can't hear me. You can't see what I see. Not the way you're looking you can't. Not from you're vantage point. I thought you were with me. I was wrong.

It's a full moon. I want to be somewhere else. I want to stop the cycle.